i just realized that having more than one blog is not that easy. i mean, if you're just like me, who has this very limited 'english vocabulary' boy, it is hard! i had to compose things in my mind everything that i wanna say before putting it into writting, and honestly until now i haven't think of what genre this blog belongs to. i guess i'll just have it a free flow kinda blog, i'll write everything that i want to. discuss things that might be an interest to some readers or just write the latest events and happenings in my life, showbiz life and politics!
howell, right now i am here at work...ssshhh... with my boss on my left side, and i am so not in the mood to do work at this moment. it's 8:30 and my coffee's kinda cold. there are so many things that are floating in my mind right now. i have this lil' secret that i'ved been keeping for a couple of months now, i cannot disclose it though, not until the month end. but it'll definitely one of my greatest decision in my life. another jump that i still don't know if there will be something to catch me after that big leap. i hope so. been praying a lil' harder for quite some time, i need more strength, courage and wisdom to help me move.
maybe you wonder why i write it here, i could have write it in my main blog but knowing that there are readers who are personally known to me, it'll be complicated. i'll be bombarded with questions of 'what' 'why' 'who' etc... though i know in time the'll know.
so i guess that'll be it for now, be back for more! :)
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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2 chickas:
Uy, intriga talaga! I'll just have to wait I guess ;p. Good luck, whatever it is!
Kat i really dunno wat to say. I was not expecting such action from you. Because I was/am thinking that you're OK, happy, contented. I thought everything is fine. I remember discussing the same thing with you, Love, and Pau before you took your maternity leave. And we pointed it out that it will be hard for you if you don't have your own income considering your lifestyle. And you saw our point of view. So I thought again that everything was cleared and settled.
I was really shocked! I was about to cry when you told me about it kaya tumungo ako, but I suppressed the urge to. Because I don't understand why. I know there are other things that discouraged you to stay. Pressures, bosses, situations. But nevertheless I don't understand it. Or maybe I just don't want to. Kasi you're a strong person who fight for yourself, so maybe not the above reasons are the main thing. Cguro because it's not just about you... it's about the future of your family esp. Olin.
I know we're not that close. Not the same closeness you share with Pau and Love. Yet we're good friends and kumare to your cute kiddo Olin Rei. We share same views, at times, contrasting. But we do respect each other's opinion on whatever topic. We sometimes bond too. I am not that showy to you how much I appreciate you. You are very good at what you really want and enjoy doing.
Now I feel like I am losing a part of me. Iba kasi ang feeling na nandyan ka lang, kahit di tayo lagi magkausap, kesa iyong thought na wala ka na sa office literally. Ang lungkot kasi di tayo masyadong nakapagbond. I don't know there's this "lil gap" between us. I know ramdam mo rin iyon. Bakit nga ba? Naiintindihan mo ba? D ko kasi alam "why".
Sobrang happy ako and na-appreciate ko tlga na i'm one of the ninangs of Olin, and iyong plan mo before na i-include ako sa entourage ng wedding mo. Sobrang thank you!
Kat, another part of me is happy also and proud of you, realizing that you're growing up and acting maturely now. Pamilyado ka na nga. Iba na tlga ang responsibilities and priorities noh? Sana whatever endeavors you'll undertake, maging successful ka. I'm very sure you will kasi you're smart and resourceful. Sa nabanggit mong plans, andun ang strong points mo. Kasi risk taker ka and wala sau iyong "adjustment period" remember?! (wahehehe). Basta, we'll always be behind to support you.
Love you and i'll miss you...
Ingat ka lagi. I'M PROUD OF YOUR COURAGE TO MAKE A VERY BIG DECISION!
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