memories

i was just doing my photo organizing earlier when i found this scanned picture of my husband and i.... taken during my Graduation party... way back in 2002...

whenever we see pictures like these, we just can't but remember how my mom--- to her nth level of power hates my husband, who was back then my on and off boyfriend. whenever she learns that we had call it off (our relationship) expect her to be happy and we are super close, but whenever we got back together ahh, you would always see her in her baddest mood. always shouting and holding my allowance. she just hates Amiel. as simple as that.
but would you believe now they are super close?! yes, my mom would always cooks his favourite dishes and all. they love each other now. maybe because Amiel proved that he only has good intentions and will and is trying his best to keep all of his promises.
now they are the best son in law and mother in law tandem, even my friends envied their relationship. and of course, i have the same love-relationship with my in laws too! we started rough too you know, but now, we are inseparable! :)

i'm FAT

sometimes or to be honest most of the times i hate my body now, after giving birth and all. the extra pounds are still here :( and i want to be out of me! the pregnancy tummy is flaunting itself every time i wear a body hugging clothes. good thing is that the latest fashion now is the loose tops but still, i feel so unsexy! i want my body back!!!! though the husband tells me i'm still hot (hahahahaha) wooooohhh!!!! sometimes i would love to believe him. but when i get back to look myself in the mirror, reality checks in. as automatic as that. i need to have an exercise routine to get me back in shape. but where shall i start? anyone?!?! maybe its time to enroll in an aerobics class once again :) will the husband permits? nah, i don't think so.
i'll be cutting down the carbs on the table, maybe that is a good start.